So how do I clean this thinking up a bit? Well, sorting out is always a good simple activity for the brain. So why not just write down things I am doing and sort them into piles, what's working and what isn't? It seems like a simple enough exercise.
Friday, 27 January 2012
Time to think. . . What's working and what isn't?
Why is it every time I am given time to reflect and regroup I freak out? I'm so used to reflecting and regrouping on the run in the midst of chaos, I don't really know how to embrace the idea of quiet without making my own noise in my head. I have to fight so hard against the daily flow. It becomes my reality I cannot escape, if even to have a complete thought. This reality overwhelms and paralyzes me forcing me to work for an outcome, a product of the reflection. Its ridiculous really, and completely counterintuitive to the sole purpose of reflecting.